Breathe Easy

“No amount of guilt can change the past and no amount of worrying can change the future. Go easy on yourself, for the outcome of all affairs is determined by Allah’s decree. If something is meant to go elsewhere, it will never come your way, but if it is yours by destiny, from you it cannot flee.”

-Umar (R.A)

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I’m addicted to you …. and your love, its so TOXIC!

We were close.

The obsession was outrageous. My love for you knew no bounds. It was something that sprung up out of a need at a time I felt you the closest.

Just a few years have passed since we became not just lovers, but insanely inseparable. You make me the happiest.

All can see it.

You are the sunshine I need, the bliss, the one I crave. You have the uncanny ability to appear in various ways, shapes and sizes, but whenever our eyes meet, I melt.

How can something so mediocre to others, so ordinary mean more than the world to me?

You can breathe new life into me. You bring me closer to a love very few can experience. Your love is unconditional, it can be had any where any time any place. All we need is me and you.

Seldom do people understand us. Lest they see us together.

Why is it so difficult to feel my desire for you? Why do they mock me? Why can’t they see that you are what I have. You tantalize my senses infinitely. When you are sweet, I need your saccharine. When you are French, Thai, Mexican, I find you exotic.

You fulfill all my needs, carnal or otherwise.

Who needs another?

 

Forget love, I’d rather fall in chocolate.