What is it that you want?
Is it love?
A forever after?
Or just a fling?
Is it me that you want?
Or the thought of being with someone like me. Is it a fantasy that you love to think of again and again? Is it my hair? My smile? My voice? Or my hands that fascinate you?
Is it the idea of being around me? The thought of sitting with me and talking and talking for hours. Or simply being with me and not having to say anything. Making me yours. Completely. Absolutely and only yours.
The constant bantering and flirting is just a mask for the real me. And the actual you.
I can’t let you see me. I try to hide. The irony of it is, that’s your strategy too. You are rarely who you are, and always who you want to be seen as. Why do we have to go to such lengths!
Why can’t you be honest. Say what you want. Let go of inhibitions. Follow your intuitions. Be a man! Say it! What do you WANT!
What do I want?